Ok so here i am. Back in indy, doing sound for chorale, IBC live recording for 2012 pertty much done, yeah its a new yr btw, and life is gettin pretty deep and rough for those around me and back home. Lord help me to pray more get more time so i may pray.
Well i dont remember if i posted about what happened with me coming back but basically my i was not enjoying my time at IBC and it just didnt seem like what i had hoped it to be. it was hot, i didnt have a car or job, i wasnt finding lots of great close friends, i didnt find any like groups or clubs or things to get involved with that i felt really truly welcomed and knowledgable in. example is i am still in way begginners stage of piano, voice, sound, anything. then i felt kind of left out of when people would go record stuff, write songs, etc. what i should have done was used my time more wisely and used the time to invest in the burden God gave me for Ak, fairbanks and minto to be specific, and read my Bible and other books and then also, really spent time with piano, but it was hard bcuz i always stuck to my room, i didnt have a car and most of my friends had jobs so those who did have cars and then we all have no money kind of idea and since i didnt have a job either it wasnt like i could just say hey ill put gas in your car can i borrow your car for a bit, plus girls are more territorial when it comes to their car but im the same way so i understand so it just depends on the person. anyways fact was i had some good times but when there wasnt anything going on i had a hard time missing family, felt trapped in a dorm room and just wanted to be home in the cold and familiar place that i knew had things i could depend on in the uncertainty of this place. Then i got asked to be IBC Chorale sound person, i run and help setup the equip and its a big job and super important and i decided that it was an open door that God wanted me to go thru and so i accepted it knowing that i would need to come back and fulfill one more semester and summer tour before coming back to AK. my pastor and i were kind of disappointed with all the plans we had started to make but know that life isnt so short i cant take another 5 months and do this thing which could effect many ministries in AK. I pray that it does. Anyways, now that i have said all that :) i am back in indy and did recording a couple weeks ago and that was pretty much amazing and so intense with the sound but awesome. :) then this week is secret valentines and the banquet is on mon and i dont know if i want to wear the red dressi bought around Christmas time or if i can find another one... merh i asked Tyler Reid my sound buddy to go with me :) im excited i think we will have a good time. :) then my secret valentine is gonna get some awesome stuff just saying a creepy card and furry porcupine thing lol we dropped off at his work and then a jumbo card the other day and i just finished drawing a hulk thing that is kind of big and so much fun i am kind of proud of it lol. I had a drum lesson today and Lord help me because i do not know if i can get the coordination of the drums lol its gonna be interesting for sure :P oh and i have a piano lesson tomorow.... hmmm..... and im glad my first class is canceled and then an exciting chapel that i get to run sound for but i feel like its gonna be really good :) which is good cuz i really need it. my room is a mess and driving me nuts and i have to fold and hang clothes and out stuff back and ugh just not feeling like it and then there is some good ol hmwk due :) yay atleast im over the cold from earlier this week :) btw i love the white rice and egg rolls from great wall a chinise restaurant down the road and i feel pretty proud i have recently figured out how to spell restaurant and not getting it mixed up anymore :D yay rosie :P i need to go to bed but i hope this was a good little speel sp
Well i dont remember if i posted about what happened with me coming back but basically my i was not enjoying my time at IBC and it just didnt seem like what i had hoped it to be. it was hot, i didnt have a car or job, i wasnt finding lots of great close friends, i didnt find any like groups or clubs or things to get involved with that i felt really truly welcomed and knowledgable in. example is i am still in way begginners stage of piano, voice, sound, anything. then i felt kind of left out of when people would go record stuff, write songs, etc. what i should have done was used my time more wisely and used the time to invest in the burden God gave me for Ak, fairbanks and minto to be specific, and read my Bible and other books and then also, really spent time with piano, but it was hard bcuz i always stuck to my room, i didnt have a car and most of my friends had jobs so those who did have cars and then we all have no money kind of idea and since i didnt have a job either it wasnt like i could just say hey ill put gas in your car can i borrow your car for a bit, plus girls are more territorial when it comes to their car but im the same way so i understand so it just depends on the person. anyways fact was i had some good times but when there wasnt anything going on i had a hard time missing family, felt trapped in a dorm room and just wanted to be home in the cold and familiar place that i knew had things i could depend on in the uncertainty of this place. Then i got asked to be IBC Chorale sound person, i run and help setup the equip and its a big job and super important and i decided that it was an open door that God wanted me to go thru and so i accepted it knowing that i would need to come back and fulfill one more semester and summer tour before coming back to AK. my pastor and i were kind of disappointed with all the plans we had started to make but know that life isnt so short i cant take another 5 months and do this thing which could effect many ministries in AK. I pray that it does. Anyways, now that i have said all that :) i am back in indy and did recording a couple weeks ago and that was pretty much amazing and so intense with the sound but awesome. :) then this week is secret valentines and the banquet is on mon and i dont know if i want to wear the red dressi bought around Christmas time or if i can find another one... merh i asked Tyler Reid my sound buddy to go with me :) im excited i think we will have a good time. :) then my secret valentine is gonna get some awesome stuff just saying a creepy card and furry porcupine thing lol we dropped off at his work and then a jumbo card the other day and i just finished drawing a hulk thing that is kind of big and so much fun i am kind of proud of it lol. I had a drum lesson today and Lord help me because i do not know if i can get the coordination of the drums lol its gonna be interesting for sure :P oh and i have a piano lesson tomorow.... hmmm..... and im glad my first class is canceled and then an exciting chapel that i get to run sound for but i feel like its gonna be really good :) which is good cuz i really need it. my room is a mess and driving me nuts and i have to fold and hang clothes and out stuff back and ugh just not feeling like it and then there is some good ol hmwk due :) yay atleast im over the cold from earlier this week :) btw i love the white rice and egg rolls from great wall a chinise restaurant down the road and i feel pretty proud i have recently figured out how to spell restaurant and not getting it mixed up anymore :D yay rosie :P i need to go to bed but i hope this was a good little speel sp